So here you go, this is a "song"/poem that I wrote about a year ago, and just found after cleaning out stuff in my room. It's crude, and it probably does work better with music, but I haven't learned the guitar yet so...
I came alive today
not much more to say
I seem to feel alright again
the sun may not shine down
and all my smiles are frowns
But really what is there to fame
I live for me and do for you
I see the stars above
I may not be so quite astute
in matters relating love
Someone said again
those words that I have lain
buried deep inside me now.
But I will never say
that this is not today
and living life is not a vow
Oh, what cares do I show
What will be for me
What do I think I know
What can I just see
What can I say, I'm falling down
What can I do for you today
I cannot see a way around
what feelings I hold, I may
It's raining, it's raining
It's raining down on me
The thunder, the lightning
It's making it hard to see.
How is it I've fallen
so hard, so fast
I stumbled so far from grace, I've risen
but it's still so far from this place
Losing it all, i feel no pain
I wondered if life was ever sane
I haven't forgotten
but realise that this is shame
It's raining, it's raining
It's raining and the lights' turned low
The twilight, the darkness
that covers the soul's glow
So am I to say
now that its' gone astray
The feeling's as strong as I have known
the days are longer still
there's much to strength and will
But I have long been gone
I feel for you, I wish it real
But nothing was ever simple here
life never is what we wish it will
forever hidden a piece of me
It's raining, it's raining
It's raining down on me
It's raining, it's raining
the feelings taken far to be
It's raining, it's raining
It's dark and I can't see
I've fallen, I've broken
take what you will of me
